Dreams
I've been having fucking wild dreams for the past week. Weird enough that I don't even want to go to sleep tonight, which is going to be trouble considering I'm nodding out right now.
One constant theme is funerals. I'll know there is a funeral, or that someone died, but I can never figure out who's it is. Or it will shift in the middle of the dream or something, it's fucked. The other is car wrecks. I woke up in a cold sweat the other night because in my dream my car flipped over, and I was sliding across the road, sending up all these sparks and shit, just sitting there watching this guardrail approach. I couldn't do anything.
The other night I dreamt that I was being pursued by this person through this town where these white sheets were just floating in teh air everywhere, so you couldn't see a goddamn thing. It was like the whole town was just this shroud shifting in the wind.
Last night I dreamt that I had an abacus strung with suns. I was counting suns, whole fucking worlds, and then sliding them back, starting over...
Later the suns turned to eyeballs.
One constant theme is funerals. I'll know there is a funeral, or that someone died, but I can never figure out who's it is. Or it will shift in the middle of the dream or something, it's fucked. The other is car wrecks. I woke up in a cold sweat the other night because in my dream my car flipped over, and I was sliding across the road, sending up all these sparks and shit, just sitting there watching this guardrail approach. I couldn't do anything.
The other night I dreamt that I was being pursued by this person through this town where these white sheets were just floating in teh air everywhere, so you couldn't see a goddamn thing. It was like the whole town was just this shroud shifting in the wind.
Last night I dreamt that I had an abacus strung with suns. I was counting suns, whole fucking worlds, and then sliding them back, starting over...
Later the suns turned to eyeballs.

4 Comments:
Obviously some anxiety going on there, buddy. Thanks for sharing. Those are some pretty intense dreams.
I'm curious: can you describe those suns in more detail?
I don't analyze my own dreams so much anymore, but just a thought: The last dream seems like it could be a positive sign. Perhaps something like getting the World card after life has dealt you Death.
Just throwing that out there man. Hope things come together for you (in whatever way they can).
I don't think it's anxiety as much as confusion and dischord (subtle difference I know...I'm nitpicking).
Can't really describe the suns anymore, not like dreams are that clear, you know? They were just suns on an abacus.
Wanna explain how suns transmuting into eyeballs could be positive?
Thanks for the comments....
And things are coming together....in a gross amalgam of irony and horror and black humor, like a Frankenstein Transformer riding a Hammerhead.
Transmutation is right! Lead into gold; suns into eyeballs; nightmares into licorice-goodness. Yeah... it was a stretch.
I don't know about stretch: I think you overestimated the tensile strength of your word-play abilities and it became a snap instead.
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